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A Life of Deception

The grandson of a Nazarene minister.
The son of a Nazarene minister.
The graduate of a school of law.
The owner of a successful law firm.
The church member, board member, music minister and Sunday School teacher.
The convict.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 


 

The writing of this story has been a painful experience. The living of it was, too. I am certainly not proud of my sin and the resultant actions which form the subject of this narrative.
I have hurt a lot of people—a lot of very fine people—and it is not the purpose of this work to either augment that pain or re-open old wounds. Consequently, most of the names have been changed—all but those of my fellow felons, for I want them to know without a doubt the impact they have had, and continue to have, on my life.
What I am proud of is Christ’s redemption and forgiveness which He freely offered and of which I finally took full advantage.
I am thankful for His death and resurrection. I am humbled by the second chance He has given me, and for all those wonderful souls who, in spite of myself and what I’ve done, have continued to love me, believe in me, reach out to me and pray for me. May God richly bless you.
So this is my story. This is the first time it has ever been told in its entirety. My prayer as I write is that, through the reading of it, you may see the signposts God has placed into your life pointing you to Him.
He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. Without Him there is no life or peace or any real fulfillment.

Believe me—I know!

 

 

Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that sinful nature desires, but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind of the sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace; the sinful mind is hostile to God. It does not submit to God’s law, nor can it do so. Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God. Romans 8:5-8 (emphasis mine)
Chapter 1 March 14, 2006  
Chapter 2 August 30, 2002  
Chapter 3 The Beginning Psalm 10:4-7
Chapter 4 The Cycle Psalm 5:4-6, 9-10; Gal. 5:17
Chapter 5 Memphis, Tennessee – The Cycle Continues Jeremiah 23:2
Chapter 6 Compartmentalization James 1:8
Chapter 7 The First Storm Number 32:23b
Chapter 8 The Good Years I Timothy 6:10-11
Chapter 9 They Meant It For Evil Genesis 50:20
Chapter 10 The War Within Romans 7:15-24
Chapter 11 The Internet Pr. 4:23; Mt. 6:23-24; Ps. 119:37
Chapter 12 Guard Your Heart  
Chapter 13 When Kings Go Off To War II Samuel 11:1-4
Chapter 14 My Pride Prov. 16:18; 3:7a; Jer. 9:23
Chapter 15 My Treasure II Timothy 3:25
Chapter 16 No Rest Isaiah 57:20-21
Chapter 17 Another Promise Nehemiah 5:13a
Chapter 18 Double-Mindedness Revisited  
Chapter 19 Helping The Wicked II Chronicles 19:2; Psalms 1:1
Chapter 20 The Fateful Day  Proverbs 12:5b; Psalm 11:5 
Chapter 21 Sunday, June 3, 2001  Psalm 36:1-4 
Chapter 22 Monday, June 4, 2001  Psalm 52:1-7 
Chapter 23 Thursday, June 7, 2001  Proverbs 6:16, 18 
Chapter 24 Sunday, June 10, 2001  II Samuel 11:14-17 
Chapter 25 The Longest Day  II Samuel 11:22-25 
Chapter 26 Monday, June 11, 2001  Psalm 34:12-13; Psalm 140:8 
Chapter 27 Return To Sanity  Proverbs 11:5b, 11:21a 
Chapter 28 Sunday, June 17, 2001  Psalms 50:16-21 
Chapter 29 The End of It  Psalm 7:14-16 
Chapter 30 Saturday, June 30, 2001  Psalm 112:10; 146:9b; Job 17:11 
Chapter 31 August 30, 2002   
Chapter 32 The Barrier Is Finally Broken Down  Psalm 51:1-17 
Chapter 33 God’s Faithfulness  Psalm 22:11 
Chapter 34 Gene Lee  Psalm 23:20; Exodus 23:20 
Chapter 35 Tim Jacobsen  I Timothy 6:17-19 
Chapter 36 Ruth Simmons  Colossians 3:12-16a 
Chapter 37 Rick McKeel – Part One  Psalm 38:1-12 
Chapter 38 Rick McKeel – Part Two  Psalm 38:13-22 
Chapter 39 Rick McKeel – Part Three  Romans 9:14-18 
Chapter 40 Billy Garrison  Exodus 23:20; Psalm 9:9-10 
Chapter 41 Frank Sullivan  Psalm 91:9-11 
Chapter 42 Jack Massey  – Part One I Corinthians 16:13-14 
Chapter 43 Jack Massey – Part Two  I Corinthians 10:12-13 
Chapter 44 Charlotte Dempsey  II Corinthians 1:8b-10 
Chapter 45 Amanda Clarke  II Cor. 7:4; Colossians 2:1a, 2a 
Chapter 46 Dad – Part I   
Chapter 47 Dad – Part II   
Chapter 48 Dad – Part III   
Chapter 49 Back to the Beginning  Psalm 13 
Chapter 50 The 11th Son – Part I   
Chapter 51 The 11th Son – Part II  
Chapter 52 Back to Prison – Part I  II Cor. 4:8-9; James 1:2-4; Ps 105:19, 20b; Ps. 50:15; I Pet. 1:7 
Chapter 53  Back to Prison – Part II  
Postlogue  The Story Continues…